Looking back, I had wrote so many posts about my past relationship. Now is 2011 already, and I finally had make a complete settlement between us. Moving on is an definite answer, but there is still side-effect to erase. However, with God's help, all things are possible :)
Looking back, I had changed three jobs since I graduated and right now I am looking for a new job. I have been in the mission of job hunting for about two months already. In the process of job hunting, I realized I am moving away from what I used to study originally- Psychology and Education, teaching supposed to be my major field but now I am looking towards student affair field, or education counselor. What is going on in me? How else will I change now? To what profession? Where will I end up in life?
Looking back, I had been away from God yet I renewed my covenant with Him. Now seems like I am straying away again. How can that be? Somehow fighting between my superstitious believe and what He wants me to do, that is the reason for this struggle to happen. If i believe in my own superstitious belief, I will be far away from Him, in contrary if I take His Word by Word, I will get closer to Him.
Looking forward now, God is still in control of my life; want it or not, believe or not, take it or not. I will just live my life day after day in His steps. Cos He is walking with me, every second of my life.
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